as I walked inside I donned a smile that wasn't mine
I need to leave it behind
my eyes were stained red because I was crying again
now I just need a friend
I had it all
I wanted more
now I'm stuck with almost nothing
I don't know why
you put up with
all my stupid shit that
I tried to pull
off on you
you're still by my side
and I can see your crying face
but I just can't erase
it sets it all back into place
I read the note you wrote 1000 times again
now I just need a friend

~d.b.s.~